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Letters I'm Writing: To Myself

It has been a long 40 years existing. Especially the last decade. So, I decided to go into 2026 reflecting on that. If you have ever hated yourself…

12 hrs ago • CJ Infantino

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December 2025

The Anger I Couldn't Admit

I rushed out the door ignoring the needs of my kids.

Dec 27, 2025 • CJ Infantino

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Three Words That Cracked Open Decades of Lies

My hands clenched. I resisted the words forming in my mind, that if uttered out loud would destroy decades of a belief that I was unlovable.

Dec 18, 2025 • CJ Infantino

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Stop Telling Me I Look Skinny

Please welcome, Chloe, a dear friend of mine to the community.

Dec 12, 2025 • Chloe Street

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Letters I’m Writing: To My Sister

I was not the fastest, strongest, best looking, or smartest kid.

Dec 3, 2025 • CJ Infantino

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November 2025

You Don't Matter (And That's Your Freedom)

“Charlie, do you hear me?

Nov 20, 2025 • CJ Infantino

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The War With Yourself is Killing You. And You Can't Win."

I paused before stepping into the office.

Nov 14, 2025 • CJ Infantino

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The One Thing Grievers Need, But Won’t Ask For

Early grief can’t manage your kindness. It can only receive it.

Nov 6, 2025 • CJ Infantino

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October 2025

Letters I'm Writing: To My Children

If you’re carrying guilt about who you became while drowning in your grief, or wondered whether the people you love could forgive you for failing them…

Oct 30, 2025 • CJ Infantino

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Be Less So You Can Finally Be Worthy

The air pushed against my skin.

Oct 24, 2025 • CJ Infantino

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The Pain I Thought Was Keeping Her Close Was Actually Keeping Me From Her

My hands fell, palms open on the floor, slowing down the pace of my body as I dropped.

Oct 21, 2025 • CJ Infantino

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September 2025

Start Here: Welcome to Project Grief

Grief changes everything, often in ways we never expect.

Sep 24, 2025 • CJ Infantino

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